Why are you smiling about this? That's so terrible :(
The worse thing I ever did was tell a lie. It was to protect myself, but it ended up hurting the person I loved the most. I regret it and learned from it. It's best to be honest, no matter what you think the outcome will be.
I think the time I manipulated a rape victim into fucking me by acting like I cared, then went full 50 shades on her and never called again was pretty much the worst thing I ever did in my life. I heard from someone she tried to kill herself because of it, although I prefer to believe that was just a rumor.
Went on a blind date, met this girl at her house. Not attracted at all, started feeling sick (cold coming on) she thought I was turning her down. Apologized then I left. I felt bad about the whole thing so I called her up and asked her on a movie date on a Sunday morning, is that awful? Decade later I still remember, back then it didn't bother me, but when I think about it now in my 30s I feel bad..
When I was in high school I was so shy, this girl who I thought was hot and I had a crush on came and sat by me real close and tried talking to me. I sat my head down on the desk and pretended to go to sleep...
I broke it off with a long distance relationship after 6 months via text. Didn't plan on it but he sort of forced my hand. I started with the famous "I need space " but he kept nagging me til I just did it.
I almost did what you did but in the end I didn't. I kissed a guy at a party because I was feeling lonely and I stopped it and then he wanted it to be something and I thought about saying yes because I was desperate and tired of being alone but I thought about it and it felt like using him and I would feel that I don't deserve to be with someone I really want. So I stopped it