I have always had trouble expressing if I am pissed or sad. I hate when people say lets talk about it when to me it seems pointless. I don't get mad at the other person , I usually just find things to do to put the situation in the back of my mind. To forget.
Is that a bad thing? Will it affect my dating life?
If you dont talk about things it will surely be a problem. Communication is VERY important in a relationship, even if you start small, it helps to work on opening up so little by little you build trust with your significant other.
just because talking about it seems pointless to you doesn't mean that it is to him. would you still want to wear a condom even if a guy thought it was pointless? and yes, to answer your full question, it will affect your dating life. i have been married and divorced and i was the one behaving as you are now. it doesn't work for the other person and they will get tired of it.