girl in high school jr yr. I saw here a few times in class and was drawn to her from a distance. it was her energy, she was very quiet but dressed differently as she'd moved in from another state. I bumped into her in the hallway, my hand ran down her arm, touched her hand and wanted to hold it. She pulled, then pulled away again and hid her hand behind her back. My brain locked up, I couldn't speak or think and everything kinda blocked out around me. Mis interpreting pulling her hand away was a negative (becuase I wanted to hold it and just look in her eyes) and that I couldn't speak (I was shy), I turned away to get stuff from my locker. She said something to me, and I said something back and when I turned around she was gone. I was so bummed as I wanted to talk to her.
Those are infatuation chemicals at work and the sparks of "love". I saw her again and had more changes but I made the bad decision not to talk to her out of fear I think. Not long after that, she had a boyfriend and I was heart broken, never talked to her again and I couldn't wait to leave HS. I have vivid memories of that because it was so emotional.
Someone i was never with was the case. The spark of chemistry felt wonderful and every time it was time for us to see each other we were both excited but i was so nervous. Nervous to the point i was shaking and he felt that when he was hugging me which was embarrassing to me. Every time we would have a disagreement we couldn't leave each other alone and we became completely head over heels for one another. Not that i poured my heart out but seeing the way he felt and deep down i knew how i felt so i put two and two together. But him the most because he spotted me out and wanted me to be his girlfriend but i rejected that.. we still continued being involved with one another. Seeing him now would i go back speaking to him? Most likely not because after we stopped dealing with each other he changed completely so no way.
One time I went into a shop, was waiting in a queue. And suddenly I spot some younger girl. And I feel this intense warmth, lighting up my whole body. Like a spiritual sensation. Like, I can see herself trying to stop herself from looking at me, so I know she feels it too, even my friends spot something is amiss. This kind of thing has happened a few times. And for the people who say it's lust: Fuck you. I've had this happen with older women in their 50s who I had no physical attraction to.
The first time i saw my SO we were only meeting up through a friend at a crunch Halloween party so we could be come Friends he came down the stairs kinda dirty and messy from helping his grandma with yard work. but then he smiled this big smile at me that lite up his hole face. we sat up all night laughing and talking and we have been together ever since,
I was on a first date with a guy I met online, and we were going for a walk along the pier at the beach and he grabbed for my hand, and as soon as my hand was in his, I felt these massive butterflies inside. It had never happened before, and not since... and yet, it didn't go anywhere because we had very little other than a physical chemistry and we both knew that pretty soon.
Ok so I had glasses on... Geelin fuckin cool walking past like WHOOSH of wind 😅😛😉 c this fuckin hawt guy we looked at each other for 3 seconds and he was busy doing something and said " oh sorry my bad" he was helping some guy with a boat LOL