I feel like it. I feel like I don't deserve to even exist. I'm only good enough to be friends, but nothing more. Nothing casual, nothing serious. I'm virgin, haven't had a single girlfriend, and would be lucky to even get a date in 6 months. I'm born in the west with Indian genes, grew up lonely, from a poor background, in a disadvantaged town. I worked super hard to get a great career and made a lot of friends, but I get no where on the dating field. I've been good, bad, direct, indirect, pushed, pulled, and nothing works. I've tried real life and online dating, but nothing works. I keep getting told I'll meet the right girl, but the right girls aren't interested in me. Nor are the "wrong" girls. I'm a waste. I've given up and accepted that I'll be a loner forever. I don't care about dating, marriage, or having kids anymore. I was born this way, and will die this way. Without experience. All efforts are futile, so why bother.
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Nature is not your friend. Look at it this way, an Ocean Sunfish lays 300 million eggs at a single spawning and only one on average lives to reproduce. You're odds are probably a lot better than that.0