Every time I start dating a new guy I feel like I compare him to my first boyfriend (who I was madly in love with). I become a bitch and make these guys change to fit my desires. I will start throwing tantrums with them and go into mood swings where I say mean hurtful things to them. THis usually only happens when I drink. I feel so bad for saying these mean things, but I cannot stop it. For some reason I feel like I am better than these guys and I know that's very selfish of me to think. These guys always forgive my mood swings and come back to me with arms open, but eventually the mood swings get to them and they pull away from me. By this time in the relationship I usually develop feelings for the guy, but I have already said so many hurtful words that I push them away from loving me.
So basically I push guys who like me away at first and then eventually develop strong feelings for them. but, by that time they have already been hurt by me and they pull away from me. What should I do?
Most Helpful Guy
It is possible you might have some behavioral or hormonal issues, however it is normal for a woman to test the boundaries of a man. Men often misunderstand what's going on and respond by apologizing or getting upset.
For example, a woman may not respond to you for a day when you text. She is doing this to make sure you are less interested in her than she is in you. Or a woman might tease you about something you're sensitive about such as a short guy's height. She wants to see that you're confident and that you don't care what other people think about your alleged flaws.
Men often misinterpret this behaviour as "being bitchy", however it is actually a form of flirting. Women are attracted to strength and coincidence, and by giving you an opportunity to display your strength she is giving you a chance to turn her on. Of course there are women out there who are bitches and actually enjoy making fun of people, but in most cases if a woman is talking to you she is at least open to being attracted to you if you are charming enough. A woman with no interest will just ignore you.
Going back to the example, by not caring if she does or doesn't respond to your texts you make her wonder about. Women instinctively know that being with a woman is one of the top desires on a mans list, so if she doesn't hear from you she can only assume there are other women who have your attention which makes you a higher value male. If you keep texting a woman who doesn't respond it shows you are a very low value man.
Hopefully that gives you some insight into your behavior and why you are "bitchy". Might be bad behavior, or might just be you want a man who can show his strength and turn you on. Probably a bit of both though.2
Most Helpful Girl
Stop? Lol.. It sounds like you're already aware of yourself doing it, just be more aware in the moment. Right when you catch yourself about to flip a shit, ask yourself why and whether or not it's worth it and if you even need to. Also drink less if that's one of the issues.0