So recently me and my boyfriend (who i love very much) were talking about something and it somehow came up how he found black girls attractive (I am half black and brazillian and isreal) and I asked him like give me an example of like a famous black girl you find attractive (I thought he was gonna say like nia long Aaliyah etc) and he didn't want to he said no because i dont want you to compare yourself to her and she exposed her body a lot and he described her as a strong black women/goddess and that got to me but i didn't say anything he calls me a goddess so that bothered me
BUT i seen her and got me SOO jealous it made my stomach hurt and im not a very jealous person
I get jealous occasionally but usually brush it off but this made my stomach hurt
I was so intimidated by her
She had what i have times 10
she's into spirtuality and women empowerment just like me but she has a way bigger following 7.7K
a lot of likes etc..
And thats what i want and my boyfriend is also an assman so she has huge ass and huge thick legs im thick and have ass but not THAT much im petite curvy made me so jealous and we talked it over and he explained how much i am more than enough for him etc and he made me feel better but now... I am SO jealous of black girls that girl reminds me of my mum she's thick and same color as her, I've always been intimiaded by my mums thick full plump body.
Now i feel like i have to compete with every black girl i see , like its a who can have the biggest butt legs lips challenge I don't know what to do.
I've always been called exotic and i love my light honey mixed skintone and my curvy petite body at the same time. I don't know what to do i love being black and mixed but now im so envious of black girls feel like im not enough.
I seriously felt like that girl was going to pop out of the screen and take my man or any other black girl with huge ass.
Me (look extra light in this pic)
That girl may beat me NOW but im 21 was jlo at 21[IMG]http://i66. tinypic. com/308cw1h. jpg[/IMG] [IMG]http://i66. tinypic. com/16glus3. jpg[/IMG] she even neats jlo and 21 but there's no way in hell she beats jlo now idc what none of you say can't convince me otherwise. Im a dancer just like jlo was im going to be the next jlo just wait give me time!!
You are a very pretty girl & need to to realize there is always gonna be someone that's more attractive or 'better' than you. You are you & they are them & there's no changing that. I'm sure if your boyfriend wanted a black women he could've got one. He's with you for a reason hun. Be confident & stay beautiful ❤
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