If you referring to that kind of "love". Yep, it's all just work of hormones and all but illusions and delusions. Nothing really as special or unique as many has claimed, it exists in the animal kingdom and various biological beings here on this planet, all that sexual lust or physical attraction is all there to increase the desire and chance of reproduction and procreation otherwise every single living thing would eventually die out because they all CAN die in the first place, instead of already being Indestructible and Eternal in the first place. But that's alright, once I realize it when I looked deep into it, and learned and agreed with the logic behind it, I tell all of my emotions to just Shut The Fuck Up already since they only respond to the hormones within me.
I can't go back to how I felt or thought about it before once I realize what that type of "love" really is about. I really don't give a fuck anymore because I realize I simply and really don't even have to give a fuck anymore about it in the first place and that is what set me free.
Besides, I had always wonder what is really the whole point of this thing called "love" other than to continue the same tradition of getting married and starting a family of your own.
And why does that even matter at all when this world is so corrupt and fucked up the way it is now that it just makes no sense for me to even bother to bring someone into existence here and set them up for suffering, pain, and ultimately an unavoidable and inevitable thing called death when they had never ever demanded, requested, expected, or even authorized me to bring them into existence in the first place?
The motivation, incentives, heart, desires and drive just isn't there at all within me anymore. Emptiness and having a nihilistic complex is part of me and it's just the way I am. But I'll have to prioritize and redirect my focus, attention and effort onto other things I find to be worth my time, effort, and focus other than that type of love.