*Thank you for your time! I will do my best to make this as short a possible!*
Hey so there's this girl that I'm REALLY crazy about that I fear, due to my hesistation, indecisiveness, and being too quick to jump to conclusions, that I fear I may have loss my chances in being with her romantically. She's one grade below me (Me being a junior).
When I was first started to talking to her, I would do this thing where I would wait outside the class she was heading to and talk to her there. I had the same class as her but not in the same period. When my class period was dismissed, her class period would just be starting up. But anyway, as she was heading to this class, I would wait outside by the lockers and talk to her when she would arrive. But to make it look not SO obvious that I was waiting for her, what I would do is I would start talking to some of my guy friends so she wouldn't catch on too quick. The first thing I said to her was something funny about the teacher and the class. She quickly agreed and responded in a jokingly playful manner. She was quickly engaged in the conversation after that. We talked for about 3 min. and at the end of the conversation she said in a jokingly manner "So are you going to go to class?" with a teasing mockingly smirk on her face.
What I should of said was" Yeah as soon as you give me your number" with a smirk on my face. But instead I just told her I had lunch and left after a few more seconds of playful bantering. I asked for her name, gave her mine, gently shook her hand and left after that.
*Now here's where I fucked up at*
I don't know why but for some reason I started to actually let her beauty affect me. There would be times where she would hang near the lockers outside of the class and I would be standing right there next to her but not say a damm thing! Eventually she would just leave and head into the classroom. I would be so pissed off at myself for not having the balls to talk to her. I'll continued in the update box!
She responded with [Who's This?] and for some reason I immediately took that as she was interested in me and didn't even bother to reply back. Now when I see her she Dosen't even bother to look at me.