I am 24 and empty inside. I ruined my life. All my life people told me I am worthless, my mother being the source of it all. At 18, instead of fighting for my life and leaving, I fell into a depression for three years straight isolating myself from people, I hate myself for it, now I m behind my peers, I still live at home and I dont want to live anymore. I never had a boyfriend, the first guy I liked called me 'damaged goods' and said I didn't deserved sex, im also still a virgin how pathetic, close to 30 and still a virgin... I've wasted my youth and life all because I was weak. Weak to fight and say I deserve something, I missed out on life and a lot of pleasure... how am I going to move on?
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I got a whole chocolate cake for myself as a gift. I intended to start eating it the next day.
When i woke up... 1/4 of it was missing... someone else fot to it first? The rest of it is still there and it looks really good. What advice would you give me?1
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ooookay. deep breaths. you are not worthless. buck up. finish school if you haven't already, apply like a mad-person to as many jobs as you can to start getting your foot in the door to whatever you want to do, or at least to get some money in your pocket. you are NOT almost 30. 6 years is a LONG time, and you can change your life in a year. I'm 24 and I still live at home, it saves me money. A boyfriend will come as you work on getting your shit together, that dude was an asshole. You say you were weak before, so dont be anymore. Be strong, move forward. Make a plan and work on it and stick to it no matter how hard it gets.1