I am desperatly at an end, i feel so depressed, i dont even know what i am fighting for anymore, i am 24 and just woke up from life, i never really was aware of the world around me, what was happening around me untill now, but now i feel like its too late for me to start living, i wasted 7 years of my life, i have never been loved, i never had ''sex'', never had a boyfriend, and worst of all... i never lived on my own. I am angry at myself for letting so much time pass me by, where was i? how am i going to live on? dont i want to live as well? i ve wasted my young years and i hate myself for it, what am i going to do now? i have no stories to tell i have nothing anymore, i hate my mother she destroyed my life... i am so repressed it killing me... will people think im weird? will i ever make friends? will i ever enjoy life? how come i am seeing this now? am i autistic or something?
I had most of the things in common with you at that age, it isn't that odd. I did have a good mother and father though... that is a big issue you are having. you need some positive in your life.
I've felt that before, and it is a waste of time. when you finally come to the conclusion that you have exactly the same thing as everyone else... possibly one more day, then you can start over like the rest of us.
Yes, get a new perspective on life and attitude. you know there are people a lot worse off than you who had great lives. Stop focusing on yourself, and focus on what you can do for others and what you can experience. That's all you can control.
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Yes, at 24 it's too late to start enjoying life... everything ends the moment you turn 24 and you can never find a boyfriend or go out and enjoy life. Every single person in the world stops having fun at 24. Nope, you're life isn't still ahead of you at the ripe old age of 24.
I don't know why you make such a big deal about this and constantly ask these questions. You're 24 and you have your entire life ahead of you. If you don't like the way your life has gone so far then you have to start working on changing it and stop dwelling on the past and blaming your mother. You're an adult so no one is responsible for what you do with your life besides you
Bollocks to " society " , learn to be comfortable with yourself first , sounds like your mother has left you damaged , it will be best to sort yourself out first before even thinking of a relationship , you will attract the wrong people into your life. You can have a bright future if you really want to , also people of both genders are much kinder to women , than to men , so being female is an advantage here.
24 is still young, you life is just beginning, who cares what society thinks ok, i sorta know how you feel about the wasting your life part, and i have been unlucky in love, so right now im spending my time focusing on work helps a little.