I feel like i ruined my life. I was recently diagnosed with depression. I just feel i handled my life the wrong way and now i am stuck. I am twentyfour and wasted my teens sitting at home, well half of my teens i was sick and had to wear a brace for 5 years or so... when i was 17 i was supposed to enjoy life but i all of a sudden fell into a depression and when i was 20 went back to school and i trief having fun dating around but now at 24 i keep falling into a depression... again. Its like i can't enjoy life anymore. I feel like someone robbed me of life and i wish i would have been enjoyed life more... i could have been somewhere else with my life... somewhere amazing and could have had a lot.. i still live at home and for a year i have been doubtin to move out... i feel like... I live with my mother but i dont know... i feel old and i might as well waste the other 6 years too... i made the wrong decisions and now... oh well i lived an emty life, no friends, never had a boyfriend, sex i couldnt even do... like what was my life worth?
Most Helpful Guy
I used to think depression is bullshit but I've been going through it. On and off as well. I wasn't diagnosed but did online research about it. I spoke about it a lot to a lot of people, I'm really open and honest! I also never really had a girlfriend nor have I had sex. Those 2 things however are total bullshit to worry about. That's what I know but sometimes when I think about them I also feel bad. I am however starting to feel better. Just talk about it more and tell yourself that the things you worry about are total bullshit! :-)0
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Most Helpful Girl
aw that's so sad, but it gets better just get up and make something of yourself, 26 is still young you've still got so much going, I know depression is hard and I've had it im 16 and I couldn't be happier than what I am today because I told myself im worth more than that and so are you, talking helps open yourself up to your family and get out there and trust me you'll make so many friends, you deserve a happy life xxx0