I don't want to get into my history lest I be dismissed as a psych case, but to keep things short, I had my reasons not to pursue a relationship and I never had one until age 27. My first and, to date, only relationship started as an online one and lasted two years (yes, we did meet in person) but fell apart thanks to several external factors.
I'm very inexperienced at this. Honestly the breakup is still hitting me really hard, and I know I'm not ready to start up again (frankly I think I need to move far away from my parents - again, won't get into the history there but we're not on the best of terms), but I'd like to have some idea what I'm doing.
Most Helpful Guy
Work on yourself FIRST. Either with what @kkaos suggested or something deeper that you can use for everything in life and not just women.0