I feel a strong need for love. I'm a 14 year old female (grade 9) who feels the need of love, being loved and having a boyfriend. I've never had one before. I felt love two times, first time was first love.
First love: I was 11 and in grade 6, it was in November. It met him through a friend. My heart started beating so much. Later, in around 2 weeks before my 14th birthday (April 2), he created a problem with my friend and I on instagram. I stopped loving him.
Second love: He is now my best friend in a gaming fandom and is 15. We didn't date because of the distance and moved on feelings (mine, actually. He had a little feelings for me) but are like siblings!
I'm part of the Japan club at my school and they're in Grade 11, but yet they are nice to me. We are 8 girls (counting me in) and 2 boys. We all joke with each other. I often think about the 10 of us. Does it make me in love?
Why is it that I feel the absolute need of having a boyfriend while I never had one? Why do I want love?
Most Helpful Guy
aww u prob want affection wanna be loved that sense of belonging i do too ull meet sum one jus pray dear kno it hard.. ull go through lotta ups n dwns n ur life too0
Most Helpful Girl
This is perfectly normal, everyone feels like that from the moment they're born; the need to love and be loved by someone.0