I have a crush on this guy but it doesn't feel like a crush. He lives in my apartment and a few doors away from my door. Everytime he passes by my door, I would get extremely nervous ( I have light curtains btw). Leaving m uhh house would be a challenge because I don't know when he's going to be outside. He used to see me around the apartment but I stop leaving my house, so it's been a long time since he've seen me. If he woukd be near me, I would panic and become really shaky. I only leave the house when I have to go to school which is really early ( dealing with social anxiety). Even though I have a crush on him, I think I might be afriad of him. He looks very intimidated.
What are your thoughts?