I am feeling so depressed cuz I just need a person to love... I have nobody to care about so much... I miss this feeling of love... I didn't have girlfriend before but my depression is getting severe... I often beg for help at night to whoever responsible for all the pain I have... It's like I feel so cold and lonely inside even that I have friends and stuff... A gap needs to be filled in my heart
Even if you do get a girlfriend somehow maintaining a relationship is not as simple as easy as you'd expect it to be. Maybe in the beginning it might be easy and then things get comfortable, but over time, things will change and the changes could cause the relationship to end and the both of you would still have to go your separate ways.
You'd only be in a bigger emotional mess and even more depressed and unhappy that you are now if you were in a relationship that didn't work out and you had to break up, or that she decides to leave you.
Because happiness comes from within, and not from the other person. If you solely depend and rely on the other person to provide you completeness, wholesomeness and happiness then all of that would be gone once the relationship fails and then you would have to break up either way.
Only you can complete you. Only YOU can figure out what will bring you fulfillment and happiness and not solely depend on another person to provide happiness to you.
I don't think a girl is going to cure your depression. YOU have to treat it yourself. People often mistake that a way to be happy is to do so through somebody else. I mean, it could add on to your happiness, but only you are in charge of it.
It's good that you want somebody to love, but sometimes a boyfriend or a girlfriend don't come when we want them. For this reason, I would take this free time to prepare yourself for this lucky girl, whoever she will be. Go experience life, LIVE, learn some lessons, grow, and don't take anything for granted. Go have fun. Get out more and expose yourself to people
the depression may be caused by other reasons , have you talked to a doctor or seeked any treatment? medication? it could be solved through medical means or other therapies I'm not convinced dating is going to cure it