I've been dating my boyfriend for over a year now. He's my first serious relationship and I Haven't ever been with or done anything at all with any other guys. I love my boyfriend so so much and I can't imagine my life without him.
But since I haven't been with any other guys, I'm wondering what it's like, or if things with my boyfriend are normal and whatnot. I admit I had a little bit of a crush on one of his guy friends before I dated my boyfriend and his friend always checks me out when he has the chance or whatnot. Recently I was thinking more and more what it would be like with him, or any other guy really, just kissing, nothing more.
I don't want to cheat on my boyfriend though. I love him so much and he means everything to me, but I know that if I don't do anything with anyone else, I'll wonder for the rest of my life.
So what should I do? Should I tell him? If so, what do I say? Or should I just keep it to myself? Any advice would be appreciated. So much.
Please don't judge me for this. I can't help it.
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Totally natural to wonder and be curious. Soon after I lost my virginity to my ex boyfriend, I became restless in the relationship. I started wondering what other men would be like. We broke up for other reasons, I dated and had sex with 2 other guys during that span of time and "got it out of my system" if you will. My ex and I did get back together for another 6 months and I was a lot more happy and satisfied during that time with him. We again broke up for other reasons, he was actually not very trustworthy at all either time. But I know now that I can be satisfied in any relationship I choose, whereas before I wouldn't have been satisfied with anyone until I experimented some. I learned a lot about sex and myself during that period.1