and would that irk you at all knowing that about him?
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Yes it's kinda pathetic. But you shouldn't think about it that way or you'll be posting this same question at age 39.
Have you tried dating sites? Regardless of where you live, the world is a huge pond... just put yourself out there in an honest, normal way and there's bound to be a match for you. Just gotta have the confidence to take the first step.
And once you meet someone just focus on establishing a normal relationship between two human beings, who get to know each other, learning more about each other & hopefully establishing a bond along the way. If that happens, then you can start kissing and groping and slobbering all over each other. One step at a time.
Good luck, buddy!0