My boyfriend was over the other night, and he kissed me. He then pulled me down onto the floor, and started kissing all over me. He didn't kiss anywhere inappropriate, but he kissed my face, neck, then down my body over my clothes, down my legs and then down to my toes, and he sucked my toes. Then he pinned my arms down my my sides, and started pashing my neck and licking it. Then he took one of my hands and placed it on his chest inside his shirt (he had a singlet on underneath) and he whispered "touch me". I then told him I'd had enough and we stopped.
He didn't try anything sexual, but he was really passionate. He knows I don't want to go any further. After we did this I asked him again if he was fine if we didn't go further, and he said he was. I've even told him that he should date someone else because I'm not ready for anything sexual. He's told me that he would be upset if I ever did anything I wasn't ready for or didn't want to do. I just don't understand why he would do all these things if he says it's fine if we don't go further. I'm a little upset about it because I feel so cheap for doing what we did. Please help, any advice would be appreciated.
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Oh hun, I don't think you are cheap! That's good that you were able to vocalize what you are/are not OK with physically. If he said he's fine that you didn't go any further, then good for him, it actually shows that he cares. I'm guessing that by putting your hand under his shirt he was trying to test his boundaries to see how far he could get before you said something. You didn't do anything wrong by him kissing you all over and stuff. I kinda wish I could say that I've gone that 'far' with a guy, but I haven't. Since you're Anon, you can friend me if you wanna talk about it some more. Hugs! :)1