Psycho ex/ Son's father- Should I keep my partner updated?
My son's father, whom I've left 4 years ago still consistently contacts me demeaningly.
My boyfriend is aware of the full situation and is secure in our relationship. He knows I don't have the least desire to reconcile with my ex.
The question I have, is should I share convos and advances my ex makes with my boyfriend since he already fully knows how he is?
I've shared many of the convos with him because I can't stand the idea of my exes attempts being hidden and keeping him in the dark to it all. Like today my ex called me on a rampage about money and then called afterward apologetically and then had the audacity to ask me to return to him, which I vocalize strongly that there isn't a chance in hell. (It was a very bad split involving severe abuse and continued harassment.) So of course, part of me hates the idea of hiding that and having it come up in a different scenario and come off like I hid it from him. But, it really doesn't feel like telling him is 'right' either. No guy wants to hear about that, right?
I'm at loss on what to do. Can I get a restraining order on my ex legally when we have a kid together.
In the past, I've done nothing but try to be peaceable when possible, though in the last year I've been less of a diplomat and more vicious in hopes that it would drive him away. I hate that I have to be someone I'm not and it took a while to balance the 'bitch' in me to be aimed solely at him, and in that regard, I still have regret while doing it, not because I give a damn about someone's feelings who has never bothered to worry for mine (which is what made me decide in the first place to behave rudely towards him and not just sit there in neutrality letting him treat me that way.) But because I hate being mean.
-So, should I keep him updated when my ex behaves that way, or keep it from him to preserve his sanity since nothing will come of it?
-What can I do, with him being my son's father who, if nothing else, does make sure to send the necessary child support? I can't seem to get him to stop, no matter how reasonably, logically, or politely (or viciously even) I address it, but with him fulfilling his duties as a father, is there a way I can get him to back and leave me alone?
(And let's not state the obvious and regrettable, that I should have been more careful who I had a child with. I didn't fathom any of this and I was pressured into marriage by him and family at 19 because he genuinely seemed sane and on a good track. I was a 'deployment' bride, unbeknownst to me at the time) and once things went sour, I felt I was supposed to uphold and work on the marriage. I had my son at 21, almost 22, thinking it was appropriate since we were after all married. I had no idea that less than a year later my son's father would begin to attack me unprovoked in a psychopathic state of mind. I had no way of knowing that it would turn out the way it did.)
My boyfriend is diplomatic, but he would win a spar because A) My ex is 5'2" B) My ex fights without any real tact and usually comes out of fights he does end up picking losing with a black eye.
What's Your Opinion?