I feel beautiful when I get my makeup perfectly even, or when I fit into a pair of jeans I couldn't fit into a few months ago. I feel beautiful when I let down my hair and see it flow around me, because it's my favorite part of myself. I feel beautiful when other people tell me I am. But I also feel beautiful when I manage to make someone go from crying to laughing with just one lame ass joke (my specialty). I feel beautiful when a little kid looks at my eyes and smiles really wide at me. I feel beautiful when I write out a poem that sounds absolutely amazing to me and that flows very well. I have two sides to my feelings of beauty; those which are superficial, and those which aren't.
I wear tight dresses that fit my figure and dance innapropriatley around in my room (stripping / attempting to be seductive ) while recording it. yes I know it's narcissistic but then I go and whatch myself later on on my I pad / laptop /cellphone. It works for me or I turn up the music and dance like a stripper infront of a mirror.
I like to take care of myself. I feel the most beautiful when I've done either of these : Gone running, working out etc then showered and am all fresh. Going out with friends and laughing. When a guy notices me or tells me they have a crush on me. (Pathetic, I know lol.) When I have a 'me' day, just making my body and face look the best. When I'm wearing new clothes or make up.