It's the sex. The bad boys take you for a wild ride every time. At least that's why girls keep coming back to me.
Anyways, let me share with you a letter some girl wrote me after I stopped talking to her.
Being with you today made me feel so many things.
Revived, recharged, rejuvenated, refreshed, fulfilled, content,
adored, loved, desired, obsessed, surrendered, consumed, passion!
I feel so full of you. You are still inside me. In my mind, heart, body,
my soul, even as I write this. When I am with you, a
supernatural thing happens to me that I can't explain. I know
that I could literally die in your arms and would not even care... that
is how powerful this is. I lose my mind to you... actually, I give it to
you along with everything in me. I can completely surrender to you
as I have never been able to do ever in my life. You are inside my
head. I love and crave what I feel when we are in each others'
presence...almost to the point that I am afraid I can't live with out it.
Now I am sounding like a crazy person.
It is like you are the love that I am so glad I had and hate at the
same time because I know that it will never be the same with
All of it was and still is magical for me.
And I have been missing it and you a lot.
I don't want to know about all of your moving on plans. I don't
want to know about your girlfriend. I am assuming it is all good if you are cutting me off completely.
I am glad you can move forward with that part of your life.
Just know that I still carry you with me every day.
I am still in love with you deeply and as much as I have been
trying to shut that part of me off it has been an uphill battle and
a losing one at that.
I have lost a lot of the excitement that I have had towards sex
and things of that nature.
Just honestly hadn't had a desire for it so much knowing that it
wasn't you on the receiving end I guess.
So I don't need you to respond to this as it may just make
matters worse for me.
Just know that I have nothing but love for you and wish you the
best with your life and love in the future.
Now, there's nothing in particular that I did to her other than give her amazing sex. I can't see any other reason why she would write something like this. The only reasonable conclusion I can draw is that she found me very manly and that she enjoyed the sex, because I certainly didn't treat her as if she were anything special