I'm 5'6. When I walk around, people look.
I'm excessively confident. I walk through halls like I own the place if I know them, and like an equal to their owner if I don't. Girls giggle when I'm near, and they're not mocking me. I know who I am and what I am. I'm vane and cocky. In college, there is an entire class - an ENTIRE CLASS - the whole Beauty class, all female, glamourous and very high-maintanence, who think I'm cool.
Well, bar my cousin. And she's how I know that. But come on, man. How many f***ing six-foot-thirty f***ers have you met who can confidently and empirically say that an entire class of girls fancies them? Even just a little. Come on. That sh*t doesn't happen. And it follows me everything, the cacophonic sex. I exude it.
You know why? I have this, like, rockstar aura. I look a little strange, maybe, I certainly don't dress like anyone else in this country. I have a presence. I know who I am and where I'm going. I don't try and validate my confidence, and my confidence doesn't come across in terms of flirtation or forcing myself on some girl - girls aren't even part of it, they're just a happy boon. When I do flirt it's effortless, easy, and unimportant.
And look at me. I'm a longhair, I'm odd as f***, I'm short, I weigh little over 100 pounds, which makes me frail and weak, I'm submissive, which means beta, and I'm sly.
You might choose not to believe me, think I'm deluded, or something. Or that I have an inflated self-image, but I promise you, it's true. I got here by hard work. Honestly, hard work. I call it magic, but you won't understand what I mean. But it's a form of magic. Alchemy, specifically, and other magical tools used to affect the Inner Vision. But that's mumbo jumbo, lollapalooza talk. This is the lesson my mentor gave me, it became how I think, and it's the reason I have such power, and it is a power;
'You want to know how to be a rockstar? Just BE a rockstar.' Following; 'You analyse, what is a rockstar? What does qualities does he have? Does he have millions? Not necessarily. Is he world famous? Not necessarily. What is the Rockstar attitude?'
I worked that out for myself, and embodied it. I'm a Rockstar, man. A f***ing Rockstar. And that's an image that draws attention; the sex and destruction follows it, and it follows me, it's not a myth.
So, what do you want? Girls?
The problem is, if you just want to impress girls, you probably won't get very far. It's a total upheaval of your inner vision, to just be something. You need to put a lot of effort into it. To me, it's not just the girls, it's the way everyone reacts. I love how people treat me, I love the sneers and the glances and the surprise. I love that. You know I've actually had people ask me for my autograph? Genuinely, people have approached me in the street and asked for an autograph, or took pictures with me. They don't even know who I am - and I'm nobody! It's amazing. And you can apply that procedure to any end you wish to accomplish