My friend posted this on her blog that she writes on daily about her life. I don't understand really the message she's trying to send here, she told me she's got a lot going on lately and has been stressed. What do you think this poem, or whatever it is means?
"I wish the look in my eyes would give everything away. Only then would I no longer have to hide. You’d see it all, there would be no guilt, because after all you’re just reading me. Take it all in as fast as you can before I look away and continue this pretense that is all we’ve known since the day we met. If one look was all it took to see right through the shaky barrier I’ve tried so hard to build since then. The supports are rusted after so little time, there’s no way to determine how long we have left until the whole wall comes crashing down on both of us. I wish every vulnerable moment twisting and turning a knife so sharp, deep inside my heart was more than a moment of obvious weakness to only me. Take a look deeper and find what I’ve been dying inside to hide. Beating myself up to keep invisible. Brush it off, play it off, only because you don’t believe in yourself to try and see what you want to see. You only see what I make you. The truth lies beneath all these layers, waiting so patiently to be peeled back, by you. Take one look, study steadily, and maybe you’ll see. Or maybe I’ll fool you like I’m fooling the rest of the world. Maybe I’ll fool you like I’m fooling myself. Or maybe you do see, and you’re just like me. Pretending. "
I have some ideas of what it could mean but I want to see what others think too so it's not biased on the fact that I know her.
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Well, she is obviously hiding something and she is in agony.
She just wants someone to see it.
she needs someone to let it out I suppose.
You're her best friend you should know what's going on0