I love him:) but I guess that's a problem. he's so different that what I dreamed about before. it's not like there's anything wrong with him- it's just no one is going to accept us.. he's 17 years older than me.
i've given him everything I could possibly give. he's told me he loves me and he would be happy if I was the only one he ever held again. but I'm afraid. what if he's just saying that now? I actually want to spend the rest of my life with him- but what if he's just caught up in the momment? what if he changes his mind a couple years down the road?
but every time I close my eyes I see him smiling down at me. he's got beautiful brown eyes:)
There's two other women that I have crushes on currently; unfortunately, I never see either one of them. But one of them lately has just been on my mind more than the other, and won't go away, and I know that this isn't good because it means I develop an interest in her when she probably isn't interested.
Unfortunately, as is often the case, I'm shy around these two, so it's harder for me to let them know me.
On the good side, it switches between these two (though one of them seems to come up in my mind a lot more than the other), so maybe I won't develop an interest in either one too strongly before getting to know either one of them better.
Unfortunately, if I ask about them with friends, then it's all out there. I want to be subtle. As casually as I may try to ask. I get twenty questions or some friends embarrass me.
It always seems like I develop an interest in a girl/woman who is in a point where it's not good to try and start up ANY relationship. I mean they all move or switch jobs within a month of meeting them, before I get to know them, and then I never see them again, so I have to move on.
i care deeply for a girl who is just not into me. Worse yet every now and then she twists the dagger a bit and says things like "I really wish I could find a guy who would take care of me" And I just have to nod my head and punch myself in the gut to keep from losing my cool. I will one of these days. I know it will happen and that's not gonna be pretty and I doubt I'll come out better for it.
I think about her all the time and how happy she makes me even though she has someone new in her life and she wants to just be friends with me (we never went out) and I use to sing songs to her all the time and I wrote her a few songs when she thought of me as something more. now when I sing songs it ends up being depressing love songs :( it sucks but I try and keep busy but it doesn't help half the time I just wish I was with her right now, I love her and I have never felt this way about someone in my life and I won't use the phrase unless I mean it so I guess I'm kinda screwed but it will get better I know this
lol, one girl I haven't gotten off my mind for little over a year now. it's like that every day for me, I can't focus on in thing kinda sucks, I mean don't get me wrong I love 'em but come on I can't get a whole lot done =/
I've been going through that for 3years thankfully not so much anymore this will tell you how much I used to think about this fella I done an exam in school and instead of witting my name on the paper I wrote his
AHHHH. I know exactly how you feel. I've been going through that for 8 years- seriously off and on. usually I might get distracted for a few months over another guy/crush and than when that guy wears off, its right back to square one with him. Strangely I have a feeling he thinks about me the same way too, so its not that bad- but there have been days where I felt like I was going crazy and my head hurt like hell- you are most definately not alone!
omg yes! it's terrible. basically if I ever wanna get over thinking about someone, I have to meet someone new in order to get over the other person. then I'm obsessing about the new person all day! it just cycles! :-( blah lol
I can't stop thinking about a guy I don't even know. I always see him in class and his group is opposite me. He's so distracting and he doesn't even know. I have to stop myself from looking up at him because I don't want him to see that I like him. I think he has a girlfriend so it kind of sucks. If he was single I would give him more signs but instead I have to focus in class and try to ignore the cutest guy in front of me. I did once stare at him for ages and I have no idea what he thinks of me. I guess it will be a mystery or he will never know.