Okay so something in my mind is telling me to go with my boyfriend but there is this rush inside of me that is making me avoid my boyfriend. I don't know why but anyone got any ideas? Why is this happening? :(
Thanks guys/girls :)
Guys Thank you for helping. Now I know why I was avoiding him. And its NONE of the answers. Here is what happened yesterday:
We were at a normal party, no alcohol.Then we started talking all of the ppl, we were in beds but there was only one big bunk bed which was mine and another girl's.
she came down and he came up. We started making out on the bed when suddenly he got on top of me. I wasn't able to move, but my arms were around himm. He started raising my shirt and at the same time kissing my neck, but he suddenly went lower and lower when he got to my chest. he removed my bra and started kiising my boobs. I couldn't move at all but I was saying to stop. but he didn't stop cause he has ADD and he didn't take his pills. it was impossible to stop him.