I'm just gonna be completely honest, I never had a relationship with someone and yes I'm a virgin. I'm actually proud of it since I am capable to wait for the right person which will definitly be my wife. I'm aware in a society like this its quite rare too for a male to be like this which just shows what my character and my personality is. The thing is I'm a naive shy person and I am kind of closed because I don't or can't express my emotions to everyone because I'm a man. Which why I always tend to be silent. I think I'm mature enough to think about marriage now because I totally understand the comittment part and being able to take care of someone emotionally because all my life I haven't shown my emotions truly to no one. Everyday it just keep building and building.
Rather than being silent I'm trying to talk more to girls to see if that special one is near, but everytime I find someone its the complete opposite of me, they are girls who flirt with bunch of guys and probably had bunch of relationships. I don't look at the apperance of a girl rather I look more into the character but I just can't find a decent girl that has one. This definetly doesn't mean there isn't but the question is why can't I find it, where can I find a decent girl with a nice character that deserves my love?
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first of all, you sound like a decent human being~ good on you.
second, where are you meeting women? since you're interested in a lasting relationship, you likely won't find that at bars or clubs~ try special-interest groups (like an art class or the gym- at least you'll know you have one thing in common) or online dating.
perhaps another option would be to consider older women as well (maybe not my age, but like 23-25), since they're more likely to be ready for that kind of commitment.
about the emotions thing~ exposing that side of yourself isn't easy, but the right person should inspire and encourage you to be open and honest, both with her and with yourself.
best of luck, and i hope you find what you are looking for!