I'm not doing well and am so stressed out about this. To make it short, it was a long relationship, broken up in the past for a year and a half, got back together for 2 years, but things went wrong for a while, much of it is my fault, we've talked about getting married, he is my best friend and I'm completely in love with him.
because of how things went wrong, he wants space and time away from me to decide whether or not we should get married. he says it is so easy for us to spend time together, but that either we need to have it all or have nothing.
i don't want time away from him! the past 2 months with him have been great, but that doesn't make up for the 2 years before that it was bad. can I have any hope?
i don't know what to do. I'm struggling.
thanks so much.