Im not speaking in the suicidal sense but the sense that you feel old and tired.
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Yes. But only because both of my parents and my only two siblings died in a car accident a year ago.
I'm the only survivor in my family. I've aged a lifetime in the last 12 months.
Conscious of death all the time now. I get what you mean. I'm not suicidal but in the words of bilbo baggins, "I feel thin and stretched. Like butter spread across too much bread"1