I can't take it anymore I feel like I'm going crazy, I just can't get a break from crying... I try I try sooo hard to be OK and to be happy but I can't there's just a cloud over my head and its been there for a long time... I have hated myself since I was little I self harm and I feel sooo alone I have friends but I feel like the don't even like me and that they will leave just like the rest of them I hate myslef I hate myself soooo much I wish I could disseper but I know that I can't I'll stay for my family but I feel like my sister hates me I'm such a idiot... I hate my body , I hate my personality, I hate everything about me?
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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life...
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