I'm so hateful, and angry, and bitter towards this world and about so many things. I hate humans in general for the rather shitty way I've been treated for the majority of my life. I hate myself for being so mentally unstable and volatile, and for my depression. I hate the people in my high school for being either morons or assholes. I hate people and their stupid worthless relationships, I hate how girls have lead me on and made me hate myself even more and destroyed my confidence, and hate how guys picked on me, basically in environments where they knew I couldn't fight back, like the cowards they are. Apparently I'm not supposed to hate everyone, but, how could I not? Outside of friends and family, the only humans I don't hate are those that either suffer at the hands of other humans, or the ones that other humans pretend don't exist, like kids trapped in awful conditions or the homeless, outside of them most people are very scummy, in my opinion. How do I stop being so, just, filled with anger at them? I don't know to, and, the angry I get the worse my mental state and depression get. Honestly, if my anger were alive it'd burn the world. How do I stop being so angry?
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This is going to sound bad but it works.
Everybody in the world, except your family, doesn't care about you. Your feelings don't matter to them and they won't do anything to help you. Whether they interact with you or ignore you, your happiness is the furthest thing from their minds. This is all right. There are too many people in the world for it to be any other way. People choose their actions without your feelings and desires in mind and this is normal.
Also, life is unfair. It always has been and always will be. Railing against the unfairness has never made it less unfair in the past and it never will in the future. The practical effect of this unfairness is that you will sometimes see people succeed or fail mostly by luck. That's just how it goes sometimes.
Make your way through the world expecting nothing in return for the nice things you do and don't intentionally make others unhappy. Be as prepared as you can be to take advantage of things you want to do when the opportunities arise. Take precautions when you're doing something risky, and realize that failure is always an option.
The world is impersonal but it doesn't hate you.0
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