"It feels ok most of the time. Like there're some moments everything actually seems allright. But sometimes, and this often comes unexpectedly, thoughts would creep in, a few here and there; and sunddenly that last sip of water felt bitter, throat dry, heart racing, stomach wrenching, millions of stones sit on chest... Think green field... blue sky... clouds... blank.
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Hahaha it sounds like someone thirsty, doesn't like water, and is forced to drink it to stay hydrated.
Or someone who is having a blast at life, but just needs a reminder of a bad event or something small, that might disturb the peace and can bring the person's mood down0