bottling up this traumatizing, frustration and anger all my life from my s3xual assault in my pre-teen years?
Right now, I'm a guy who just turned 18 years old recently and you people will most likely not believe me or just "congratulate" me on how "lucky" I am to go through this when I tell you this but when I was 12 years old, my mom (who's a single and always busy working) hired a female babysitter to watch me. This one day, the babysitter brought her boyfriend with her, who's a grown man in his 30s. The next thing that happens is that they double team me to m0lest me (pulling my pants and underwear down and touching me down their inappropriately). I never told my mom or any other adults about it because I've felt that she or no one else would believe me and refuse to acknowledge me as a victim because I'm a male.
5 years later on to my high school years, I eventually started confessing to a few so-called "friends"(mostly Seniors and Super Seniors) about it, Then they started constantly telling me how I'm such a "lucky b@stard" to have a 3s0me with a female babysitter and her man. I told them that I never enjoyed it at all. They started calling me a fag for my honest feelings toward it. Then, my fury and frustration that's bottled up, increased so high up from these guys selfishness, stupidity and ego, I started to snap an beat the bloody shit out of one of them while the rest took off running. Bystanders started calling the police on me and have me sent to juvenile detention center for several months for aggravated assault. I was released feeling even more angry from my injustice from the past.
As of right now, I have trust issues with people because of this. I have trust issues with women because I think they won't believe me because they're afriad of losing their victim status while the men will just refuse to acknowledge me as a child m0lest@tion victim because of one of my perpetrators' gender, along with men's egos.
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Most Helpful Girl
I think you made this up in response to a debate I saw on here a few days ago! so I'm sorry but I picked C. if this is real, then you know you need help dealing with everything already, and I'm sorry you had to stay with psycho people because that sounds horrible.0
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Most Helpful Guy
You need help, friend, and I hope you get it. That is terrible, and you have my condolences. What you went through does not lose its validity due to your gender. I don't care what gender you are, what happened to you is unacceptable and deserves closure. Seek out professional help and try your damndest to get your life back. I hope you get the closure and help you need, and wish you the best of luck.
Blessings. Remember, God has a plan for you, and He is there for you even when you are at your lowest.0