My life is garbage"
-I'm ugly (yes there are ugly people)
-wayy to skinny ( trying to bulk but it takes time and money)
- work at mcodnalds (nuff said)
- can't afford to live on my onw
-Unmarried ( see points one and two on why)
I'm almost 30 and haven't saved uo asingle dime (cant because of extremely loww salary)
-Hunting for a better job but no luck so far
-Failed college 6 times and can't afford to go anymore.
So I whent all crazy and tried to commit suicide , my father found me with a noose and we sat and talked about things he offered to take me to the hospital which I did. I sept 48 on a mental ward and they gave me prozac and klonopin but those give you impotence and I dont want to be impotent EVER like any man. How long is it okay to take them befor ethye make me impotent? im on a 20mg doze of prozac and a.5 n klonopin I'm not big on benzos but its better than killing myself
Most Helpful Girl
What do you want me to say?
Everythings gonna be great and peachy?
The truth is your life is pretty bad.
And on top of it all you seem to have a negative attitude, instead of being negative and thinking of all the bad stuff in your life think about the good.
Your dad obviously loves you.
you at least HAVE a job it isn't the best but at least it's some money.
You have a roof over your head, living on the street isn't fun.
No you don't have a great life... You don't even have a good life, but if you work hard you could still make something out of it!
Keep looking and you will find a job, maybe even a girlfriend ;).
As for the drugs I have no clue what they even are.
Maybe ask a doctor or look it up online?
Hope this helped just keep trying and you WILL make something.
As long as you have food on the table and someone to care about you, you should be fine.1
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Most Helpful Guy
Do you really want to be more than the person described yourself to be? Because all you have to do is do it.
So what if you are ugly, skinny and pennyless?
People have it worse than that. You should be happy that those are your only problems. Mating isn't everything and the worth of a man is defined by much much more. Your life does not suck.
All you have to do is be productive. Exercise, work hard and if you would like volunteer to make a difference in other people's lives. Be a good person, hold the right views (there is enough bullshit like racism, sexism, bullying etc out there) and you can put your voice against that.
My point life is more than the things you mentioned... and having just a positive outlook with an eagerness to be a good person can get you miles ahead of many others.
There are people out there who may have "everything" but their lives are pretty ugly.
Here is a poem for you:
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!"2
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