Deep down I'm really hurting from some things that I've been through. So I use dancing as an opportunity to speak to some people who have really broke my heart. I pretend that they're in the room and I'm speaking to them with the dance, mirroring the precise body language from what happened and having the facial expression I would have if I was vulnerable enough to tell them how incredibly hurt I am. I never cry and my friends tell me I'm a great dancer/people come up to me and compliment me somtimes. I get so drunk that I don't care how crazy I look and just think "Whatever, it's not like I'll ever see these people again." even though I know that's not exactly 100% true :/ (that I may never see them again)
Is this a turn off? I don't mean to look dramatic but it's like therapy to me. What would guys think seeing this? Should I try to control this?
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Its a balance between expressing yourself and not looking like a fool
Try and balance the both so you have a little bit of each1