My past consisted of me being ridiculed and picked on and beat up by my own blood (cousins) for reasons unknown. There was nothing wrong with me but I saw the guy on Facebook and it triggered these memories in my mind as well it evoked intense bitterness I wanted to punch the wall I was so angry and so depressed but you know I've always been single and my "cousins" used that against me telling me I will never be with anyone I'm 24 and still single so I actually believe them. But anyways I have a very very dark past and to this day I have different difficulties such as not having a job but I'm still searching. I don't know what to do or how to feel anymore towards life (there are worse things in my past not mentioned which is more profoundly worse but it's a long story?
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There are many inspirational stories in this world; there have been plenty of people who have been poor and through hard work have become successful. You're still young and have plenty of years ahead of you. The problem is you need a plan. The past is the past; it's made who you are today, but you don't have to turn that to the negative. I understand forgiveness is hard, but you don't have to give them (cousins) consent to make you feel like shit. Believe in yourself and believe in your value as a person. You have something to offer, but you haven't discovered it yet. Don't be afraid of being alone. When you can accept being alone, rejection from women and anyone else doesn't matter. At that point, you will know that whatever companionship you get will be a plus. Anyway, what is your plan or goals in life?0
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