Most Helpful Guy
I'm not a bad looking guy and nobody thinks there's anything wrong with me but I'm highly insecure about my looks. I'm turning 27 in a month and I've never proceeded with a girl because I always have some excuse in my head as to why I'm not good enough yet.
It's mainly due to over a decade of chronic pain, it really breaks you down mentally. It doesn't help that I didn't have a healthy upbringing.
I have hope though, always have. If you were to eat crappy food everyday for years and suddenly you got to eat delicious food, it would taste sooo damn good right? That's what gives me hope. It's like a blessing in disguise. After having suffered for so long, it makes no sense to quit anytime now. I wanna taste life without pain, it's right around the corner!!!1
Most Helpful Girl
My aunt/uncle vs. my parents have been in some feud since I don't know when. My aunt and uncle used their richness to take me away from my parents because my parents are musicians who don't get paid well and they thought I'd be better off growing up in a big house and fancy food. It's not like they couldn't afford to raise me, they could have found ways, but my aunt is my mother's elder sister who can't conceive so I think my mom also felt sorry for her and that was probably another reason why she gave me up. My dad left after that and I haven't seen him since. When I talk about my aunt and uncle or if someone asks me about my "parents" I talk as if I have a normal family and was raised by my real parents, because all the drama is humiliating. I feel bad every time I lie about this, especially to the guy friend I have feelings for right now, because he tells me a lot of his secrets and concerns (including family-related matters) but I haven't opened up to him at all. Maybe someday he will be the one person I tell it all to, I don't know.0