29, no girl, erectile dysfunction, broke, depressed, have a nerve disorder (Multiple sclerosis), no career, low confidence. Never will have a girl because of my quality in sex. She's gonna cheat on me anyway so I have escorts to pay to have sex every time. My quality of life is ultra low.
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You're quality of life is not ultra low. Your esteem is ultra low.
Being honest, if your quality of life was ultra low you would be homeless, covered in fleas, no food or water or shelter, just a shell of a person. That's not the case.
Don't get me wrong. You aren't the most blessed of dudes. But that doesn't mean you don't have a good heart and a kind nature.
I'll tell you a story. I am depressed too, on medication. I struggle with my weight. I've been cheated on, abused, raped and almost a victim of a paedophilla ring.. And I have attempted suicide more than once. I've been an apprentice for 2 years to try and improve myself and I was so poor for 2 years I couldn't afford food. My boyfriend is a gamer who has been cheated on, abused, threatened, and went from woman to woman as one night stands because he thought nobody would accept him. He has a dead end boring job and very little social life. He approached me relentlessly and I'm very glad he did. He supported me through everything.
With the right person you can both shine. He encourages me to sing, and I've encouraged him to the point he's taking a degree in an interest he only fantasized about.
You can always improve, but the effort starts with you. You can't expect someone to stumble into your life if you aren't willing to accept them. To welcome them. To try for them. To love them. It sounds to me like you are so busy feeling sorry for yourself to better yourself.
So instead of "see nobody can help me, I have the worst life ever, nobody can relate" no, nobody can relate to your exact situation but that doesn't mean that every one of us aren't struggling with our own issues. We all have pain, we all have torment, and unfortunately you were dealt a shit hand. But no girl finds self pity sexy. Get yourself help and support and make something of yourself that you can be proud of.0