What is the reason for your unhappines today, gagers?
Most Helpful Girl
I'm not unhappy exactly, I just feel like bit not all there. Probably mostly because my sleeping pattern's completely gone and i'm on my period
But also 'cause i'm failing at my uni modules 'cause I'm not doing the work.. 'cause I can't seem to get myself to care that much about it
I just want to be living happily ever after with the guy I love, who is just my best friend and doesn't want to be more.
I'm scared he's going to get bored of me 'cause i'm not good enough for him, even though he's a wonderful friend to me and I know he wouldn't ever abandon me
I'm at home with my family and feel kinda trapped. And disillusioned 'cause my stepdad's horrible and an alcoholic, my Mum drinks way too much too and is always tired and stressed and she seems stupid when I know she wasn't always and she needn't be :s. My brother's kinda doing okay, but my middle sister is possibly depressed, and cutting herself. My littlest sister seems alright but spends all her time on her computer and leaves litter everywhere - like, rotting fruit down the back of her bed, etc.. My extended family even though I love them seem really out of touch and say stupid things, like, political kinds of things about topics they don't understand.
Christmas was a little bit meh and now it's over, and I hate January
I'm supposed to be going back to uni the day after tomorrow which means facing up to my work. And seeing my flatmate who really annoys me.
The city where I go to uni is flooded also so getting back might be hard
And I don't know what i'm doing, literally all I want is to be in love and living with that person being affectionate and safe etc.
When I should be caring about my degree and my future career, or at the very least maintaining friendships (other than with my best friend), and I just don't :s
Sorry for spilling my objectively quite small but nevertheless bothersome problems on you Asker.
I hope you're okay? Are you unhappy? :(0
Most Helpful Guy
Because there's no one on :(0