I'm a person who knows what I want in life and I've been working really hard to make it happen. But it's like everything is against me always. As soon as I get close to reaching a goal/dream or when something good is about to happen then something bad will happen that ruins everything. Everytime, without fail, when things start to look promising and I start to really hope that finally I will have something good in my life, then it's like someone goes "Nope, you can't be happy. I must ruin everything for you now again". I know it sounds so stupid but I feel like I'm a Sims character that someone cruel is playing. Someone who loves to see me work hard for what I want and still receive nothing and who loves to see me get my hopes up and then destroy me with disappointment.
I'm done with it now. I've given up. I can't take the disappointment and sorrow that follows so many of the bad things that happen. I realize that I will never reach any of my goals and dreams, no matter what I do. The only thing I need help with is how to learn to accept that my life will suck and there's nothing I can do about it. How can I learn to accept it and live with it? How do I motivate myself to do anything at all when I feel like it's all for nothing because I'll never be happy anyway.
Most Helpful Guy
well i know how you feel. I often go through the same thing... where ill have everything set up well, and then something happens which challenges my setup and forces me to start over. Thing is, this is normal. It's not something that is happening to you and you alone. What you're going through is just life testing your resolve. You need to stay in the game. By staying in the game, you give life the middle finger. You could be right on the cusp of getting just what you want, but you're succumbing to lifes struggles. A great quote i like to remember comes from Bruce Lee. He said, "Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a difficult one" I think that's the way you've got to take things1
Most Helpful Girl
Do you have a roof over your head? Food on your plate? Commodities such as internet and computers? Yes? Then cry me a fucking river.0