Sorry, Trigger warning.
I dont want to kill myself (in recent past yes, not right now.) but nearly everyday I think about how I would look dead. How my face would look like and when I go to bed I imagine I'm dead. And in real life I act like one. Its disturbing and i don't know what to do. I don't even know if I should change because I like the idea of being dead.
Just some part in me says its not normal which will result in me going and seeing a therapist sooner or later and I hate therapists If they ever worked I wouldn't be imagining things like this in the first place.
So long story short, I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do.
- Crazy.Vote A
- Not crazy.Vote B
Most Helpful Girl
Maybe you have cotard syndrome1