What is something that scares you about yourself?
What Guys Said 13
On the inside, it is constant. Seething and boiling.
It isn't directionless. It isn't senseless. It isn't illegitimate. But it is buried.
No one knows I am angry. A few people who have a clue don't have any concept how deep and dark that anger is.
I've never hurt myself, or anyone else, and I never will... but I fear the day my anger can't be contained, and explodes out.
And in some ways, what I fear is how impotent my outpouring of anger will be, which will just make me feel pathetic and worthless.0
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling. I can't seem...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real0
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I have impeccable long term memory. I can remember mundane details of stuff that happened to me over 20 years ago in minute detail. I'm also great at remembering telephone numbers and stuff such as my credit card info by heart.
Unfortunately, the downside to this is that I have atrocious short term memory. For instance, if I leave my keys on my bed and disappear for 5 minutes, I'll spend the next 15 minutes looking for it when I come back :p0
Sometimes when I'm sparring I realize that I have two lethal weapons for hands and that's kinda scary.
When I do in the future market, I always think I do something over me.
I saw another me deep inside that is why I need to be hard to control myself.0
I'm sat here wasting time on gag.1
I have potential to do things, but I don't do shit cuz I'm lazy0
Not knowing myself or maybe I do.0
My ability to immerse myself in my work0
the fact that i need medication just to lead a normal life1
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What Girls Said 8
wow. what a deep question.
hmm... that i have a very addictive personality.1
- My face
- And the fact that even though I'm in school for Interior Design, I'm no longer sure it's what I want to do with my life and I can't think of anything else I'd want to do0
How emotional I get about things that others give little to no thought to.
I know my home girl @ElissaDido feels me on this one.0
The mean things I say to my parents and knowing I'll regret it later. I wish I didn't get so angry all the time.0
Definitely my temper sometimes. I cak react so impulsively, it's scary.0
Prolly the fact that I don't give a shit about anything.0
I'm scared of changing. I don't want to change the way I feel0
That I think about murdering everyone I hate and the overwhelming urge to do so0