From insanely gorgeous to ugly :((( why?

Why just why? Okay I already have been through enough... like I have been through it all, and I think I'm going psycho this morning (again) BECAUSE I JUST can't UNDERSTAND IT... because it doesn't make any sense. One day I am some goddess that everyone looks at and then get this.. I get special treatment hahahahahhahahah like everything goes my way just cuz I look that good,, for example some guy I dated,,, only treated me good when I looked good. Like one day I looked 'fucking gorgeous' apparently and that was the first time he held my hand... Just why can't it be like that everyday? WHY hahahahahhahahah just why why why am I cursed? Ask me if I'm ok... sure yea no... the answer is NO IM NEVER OK... my soul has been taken away so how could I be okay? Yet it has been like this all my life... pretty one day... ugly the next... am I imagining It? Is it some shit I created? because I don't see how it's possible for someone to look beautiful then a week later look ugly. The only reason I care is because I get treated so good when I look good then I am basically... nothing without my looks.. To be honest. He was right no one likes me. I get treated like shit when I look bad and it makes me so angry sometimes... my brother said it's an allusion. I just don't know. I need an explanation cause it's pissing me off.


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Most Helpful Guy

  • you need more confidence in yourself

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Most Helpful Girl

  • That sounds a lot like me and tbh I think we're just nuts..

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What Guys Said 3

  • It's pretty common knowledge that attractive people are treated better and have significant advantages over those who are not.

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  • Well, at least you're not disable. I been around and worked with young disable people. You should see how they feel about dating

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  • "I get treated like shit when I look bad" what do you mean by this? Who treates you like shit?

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What Girls Said 2

  • Perhaps you are pretty every day but you are letting other people's actions determine how pretty you feel?

    You can't rely on other people, maybe he's just more horny on some days.

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    • 2mo

      Plus its only natural we look better some days compared to others. Just getting a good night's sleep or a new dress can make us look more attractive.

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    • 2mo

      Yeah I get you!
      I think true confidence can only come with practice

  • It's all in your head.

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