Why just why? Okay I already have been through enough... like I have been through it all, and I think I'm going psycho this morning (again) BECAUSE I JUST can't UNDERSTAND IT... because it doesn't make any sense. One day I am some goddess that everyone looks at and then get this.. I get special treatment hahahahahhahahah like everything goes my way just cuz I look that good,, for example some guy I dated,,, only treated me good when I looked good. Like one day I looked 'fucking gorgeous' apparently and that was the first time he held my hand... Just why can't it be like that everyday? WHY hahahahahhahahah just why why why am I cursed? Ask me if I'm ok... sure yea no... the answer is NO IM NEVER OK... my soul has been taken away so how could I be okay? Yet it has been like this all my life... pretty one day... ugly the next... am I imagining It? Is it some shit I created? because I don't see how it's possible for someone to look beautiful then a week later look ugly. The only reason I care is because I get treated so good when I look good then I am basically... nothing without my looks.. To be honest. He was right no one likes me. I get treated like shit when I look bad and it makes me so angry sometimes... my brother said it's an allusion. I just don't know. I need an explanation cause it's pissing me off.
Most Helpful Guy
you need more confidence in yourself1
Most Helpful Girl
That sounds a lot like me and tbh I think we're just nuts..2