I've been getting professional help but these past couple of days I've been getting worse.
I want to know does it actually get better?
I want to see the world, I want to fall in love and get married and have a fulfilling career and it just feels like none of that is ever going to happen.
So whats left for me even if I beat my depression, it doesn't seem like a whole lot.
It seems like I'll never have anything in this life.
I just can't see myself having a good life.
That I won't be able to fight anymore
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Depression has a way of making you feel like things will never improve, but it's as they say: it often gets worse before it gets better. You just have to remind yourself that depression LIES, depression makes you feel like there's no end but there is. Do not focus so hard on "I might never have this" and focus on: "I need to keep going forward so I CAN have this."3
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For many, it does get better.
Now, that being said, what are you and your couselors doing to see that you are among the many?
I know you say you can't see yourself in a better place, but for a moment just answer this question. Best case scenario (but within reason... no "I see myself as captain of the Millennium Falcon), what would you *like* to make happen with your life?
P. S., I don't always agree with you, Waffles, but I really and truly feel for you and would like to see you have a good and fulfilling life.1