I'm 14 years old and my depression is getting out of hand. I've had it all my life, I've been suicidal from the age of about 5. But recently it's gotten so much worse. My parents hate me and they don't even try to hide it, my mom is never around anymore, I haven't seen my 8 year old sister for more than about 3 seconds in a year. I've been in and out of self harm for quite some time; I'll do it for a while then with the help of one of the few people who actually care about me I'll stop, then something will happen and I won't be able to stop myself. Up until now, it's been faking a smile. But now, I'm at the point where I'm faking every emotion that I have. I've attempted suicide twice within the past month. My grades are dropping, resulting in my dad and step mom beating and yelling at me more than they would have anyway. They think that my mental disorders are me being a lazy over dramatic teenager. So I tried online therapy and surprise surprise, I'm too messed up for that and should physically seek help. But I can't exactly do that when my parents won't let me. Does anyone know how to help?
Most Helpful Guy
I am a psychologically gifted mind, fucked by man, and cliving to God. I am gentle and believe in Freedom Of Belief. But, if you have faith even as small as a Mustard Seed (Very small seed), I would say turn to Jesus?
In Jesus' name you're healed.0
Most Helpful Girl
I don't know much about depression, so I'm not gonna lie and say "I know how you feel", but I do have a few suggestions. Why don't you find something that you like to do that can make you happy. Like writing story's if you like to write. Or singing, drawing, video games. Do something that makes you happy and develop a passion for it. Whatever you do don't kill your self!! 😢Pleasseee don't. You may think that everyone hates you or you may feel put down by a lot of people, but I promise you that the world wouldn't be the same without you❤️There's people that love you and care about you. If you have to, do yoga to help you relax. Make new friends who are going to support you and be there for you. Always surround yourself with positive people, it will really bring your mood up.1