How do I get him to forgive me?
So there is this guy we became very close friends and I have feelings for him, its a very strong feeling and I don't think I can afford to loose him. I know he likes me back but we wanted to try it as friends for a while, however we have had couple of arguments in which each time we forgave and forgot but last time about a month ago I made the stupidest mistake and told him something that wasn't true about him, I broke his heart and hurt him very bad and I know it. however I apologized million times through email and Facebook but he either doesn't reply or just leaves msg on his msn that shows anger, but then next minute changes it to something like " I don't feel good about it, I am unhappy, hate life..." then next minute says you should leave me alone, you crossed the line.
I am desperately in pain, there is not even one minute that I don't think about him and I can't help crying everywhere literally... SO I need to get him back in my life but don't know how to convince him that I really didn't mean what I said and it was all out of anger and I do love him instead. should I try talking to him in person? I have been told to do that but I don't know if I can cause what if he ignores me. all I want from him to listen to me so I can tell him that I was just upset ... anyone has ever been through this situation? please help please
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