If I could just relive it, I would probably stay here right now. Things have been alright, much better than last year, but not the best, although this is probably the most fun I've had my whole life. I've transferred schools and made great new friends and I wouldn't give them up for anything.
As for if I could go back and change things, I'd like to think the one time I would actually act on my emotions, my feelings, would be last summer when my parents got divorced. If I did, I'd do a lot of things; If I actually was able to I'd tell people what I actually thought of them instead of still pretending that everything is fine, my emotions not on constant lock down like now. If I actually did I would not have gone through the depression and I wouldn't have to be the "care keeper" of my two siblings. I'd like to do a lot of things, but all in all, I probably wouldn't; I don't like to hurt people at my own satisfaction.