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I think you just gotta accept that this is over (and for the best, I think) and just move on.
Sure, it sucks, and sure, it hurts like hell. But you'll move past it and be better off for it. Just use it as a tool for growth and change.
As for never finding love again, I can tell you with total confidence that you absolutely can. You just aren't able to see it right now. I don't want to discredit your feeling simply because of your age (I really don't feel at ALL like they're invalid, by the way), but you're so young...you'll meet someone better suited for you down the road. Just heal from this and have faith.