The worst thing is that after it was done i couldn't believe I had done it and was in denial because it is out of my character and had never done such a thing. I was always the one looking out for her. I realize that i had betrayed her and lost trust so I couldnt admit. I finally confessed and she broke up with me, i have since paid her back.
I am deeply hurt that i did this to someone i love so much and to see her hurt is hurting me more.
We hung out a couple times after and shared laughs and were affectionate (not sexually) but because she is so upset over what happened she said she doesn't want to talk about our relationship and needs space.She said its hard because she still loves me and wanted to marry me but is having a hard time getting over this. She has seemed happy but admitted she is trying to distract how sad she is. i agreed to give her time to heal but Im here of rher. i also wrote a letter telling her how this time apart has given me time to think and what things couldve improved overall. She continues to say that she is praying and wants this to go away. Also said she would be jealous if i dated anyone. I in my heart feel that its not over but space is needed, We both saw a future together and I just dont think that goes away because of this. i get i made a huge mistake and understand her feelings.
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While you shouldn't have with held the truth, you should have worked through it together, I don't think this is such a horrible offense. From your description you did it (or so you thought) for her benefit, it's not like you were actually stealing from her. You ended up telling her what happened and I can understand why she was upset, but it's really not that horrible. If she says she wants to marry you she's going to have to chill a bit. You two will go through far worse trials than this.2
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