We broke up in November. Talked until February and then have pretty much been seeing each other from then onwards.
A few weeks ago when he left university for the holidays he said we should stop because he didn't want to hurt me when he couldn't give me the relationship I wanted.
We have talked ever since, but I have probably been a bit needy and clingy and things.
The other day he told me he missed me and said that he would never let another guy touch me.
Then I passed through his town but he broke his foot and so was in hospital even though he said he really wanted to meet up and we would when we get back to uni.
I want to as well, because he is SUCH and important part of my life. But I'm just scared that I can't be just a friend and not be completely in love with him.
There is CLEARLY still something between us, but he refuses to act on it, and I'm having a hard time trying to have normal fun conversations without turning them into depressing realisations.