We are of course friends on facebook. I have a few pics of her and I (including my profile pic which I changed). I told myself not to worry about something as stupid/childish as Facebook after the breakup so other than changing my profile pic of her and I did nothing. However I find myself tempted to look on her Facebook page. I know it's wrong, but I'm doing it more and more. I know sooner or later she's going to post something about a new bf or something. I want to be strong and not give a shit... however I'm jealous and dreading this moment.
Should I just defriend her? We did leave on friendly terms and part of me does want to see her again. However I don't want to look weak doing this. I'm trying to behave like I don't care. I realize this is immature coming from a 32 year old... but FB can unfortunately be a big deal. I wish she would defriend me... and completely block me out.